Ending the year without you, my girl. Not what we expected. The hardest thing I've ever had to do is say goodbye to you. I'm not ready. I'd give anything to have you back, just one more cuddle. We miss you, everything reminds us of you. All your little quirks and weirdness. Sitting on the stairs waiting for some ham, aggressively munching biscuits so we turn your train on, shouting at the robot light switch. Huffing and puffing walking in circles for 10 minutes trying to get comfy, only to sit down, and start moving again because Mr elephant wasn't the right way round. You were so loved, my queen. I pray God is keeping you safe until we see you again. I hope you're safe, and out of pain my girl. Keep running after those deer, shouting at your choo choos, snuggling with mr elephant and shouting at the man in the light. Sleep well my angel, keep the bed warm for us. We'll meet again on the ham step. I love you more than anything Lucy
